YTuesday, May 16, 2006
there's no life in not takin chances.
no life in always giving in and no life in being afraid.
im out to take on a chance, stand fer wat i believe in and not give a damn about wat the world is bound to think of me.
I am a girl and i am a mess. but who cares. this is my life im livin. my sins, my belief and my right to live life as i please. no one's gona tell me what to do and trust me i have yet to be affected by anyone.
so bring it on!
through with the messes that a heart can cause..gona mess with my wits and brain cells now...hehe..
night y'all!!
hope y'all enjoy this song as much as i do..
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YWednesday, May 03, 2006
IF i had a chance...
i wouldn't have let you out of my sight despite the circumstances...
now, as i reminisce the times we had and look on the gap that's getting wider and wider i feel remorsed by my sheer stupidity to run away from the matter at hand. run away from you. and hop on an ego trip that gets me no where but farther from you.
damn.
i cant spend a day without speaking of you cuz we were so similar and yet so different..looking back on the many co-incidences and times spent..making each experiences the best times in my life.
you made me a better person. and i threw it all away. thoughts of you..are daunting me. to lose the one greatful friend i've ever had.
if i could turn back time..i would go back to the time when we were always with each other..but its like hoping for the snow to fall when the humidity is catchin up on me..draining me off my strength.
perhaps, this should never be made right.
as always...the phrase that kept us goin from all the shites last time now HAD to be applied to me....
"things happen for a reason"
although its obvious that i am the cause of this distance between us..
IF ONLY.................
i would be right there with you laughing my sorrows away...
i know u won't mind..but we both know..it aint gona be the same...
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